The guy no one wants you to be with
His name is Kenny, he treats me like gold.It started last September, school had just started and the hottest boy in the school had recently broken up with his long time girlfriend… His Jordan was my friend Taylors brother. One day on msn we were talking and he said hey kenny thinks your hot, add him. So I did and we started talking like crazy. It really seemed like we had something..or would. Over the year we talked a lot but never really in person.. It was weird but I began to like him a lot. Throughout the year, he hooked up with a lot of girls and of course I was jealous but at the same time I didnt care. This girl named Lauren that just happened to be the friend of my best friend Stina. She was in love with Kenny, and they hooked up a bit and hung out but he never liked her that much. He was a complete asshole to her in the end of it and it hurt her a lot.. my friend Stina now hates him She wont let me even say his name anymore. For a bit me and Kenny didnt talk that much until one dance.. it was the last of the school year and we danced a lot. Lauren just sat in a chair and watched. He told me how amaizng I looked and just kept coming to me. His friend told me that on the walk home, I was all he talked about. He was all I thought about for the entire year. When Grad time came around, he had a party and we hung out and had a lot of fun but when I had to leave, I was looking for him and found him fighting with his ex girlfriend. She just gave me the dirtiest look and I said sorry and left. I will never forget the look he gave me, he just looked so upest. Then he asked me to go watch grand march and prom.. I went of course and instead of dancing with me, he was dancing with his ex. Later that night, there was fireworks and he found me gave me a hug and we hung out for a long time. We decided to meet up later at after grad. You can guess what happened though.. His ex once again came and took him from me, and started getting mad at him. It was always about how he was treating her and how she didnt like me and him because hes 3 years older.. She wasnt letting him get over her. Later that night I was told they left together and went to him house. Its obvious what happened. I was heartbroken, so I sent him an email explain how I felt. He answered and said he felt like crap. But He told me he liked me back and wanted to hang out more, so we started hanging out over the summer… My mom didnt agree and therefore…doesnt know. So I lied to go to his house and we had such great times just sitting there together. They way he looks at me, kisses me.. just everything is amazing. When he looks at me, it feels like the entire world is focused on me. He asked me out but I had to say no after argueing with my parents numerous times.. he told me he would wait for me as long as he had to and that he wasnt going anywhere. Kenny is so good looking might I add and I had no idea why he was going for me because I have a huge nose, acne and I am 3 years younger. But he doesnt care about any of it, he just likes me for me and I am the second girl he has wanted to be with. But People just keep telling me of how he just wants ass and they seriously just dont know him. They say he will just do what he did to Lauren, to me. But I know he wont, he never asked her out or told her how much he liked her. We spent one night together at my friends house and all he did was hold me and kiss me. He never tried anything, he was just happy to be with me.. we would lay in the bed and he wold just hold me stroking my back, rest him head on mine and looking at me for soo long. I am so comfortable around him and just being around him makes me happy. He started using his phone just so we could talk more.. on 2 days he spent $50 on minutes all spent on me. Kenny is the most amazing guy and no one else is seeing it… they are just stuck on how he treated the other girls, and they dont understand people can change. Recently though, my friends have been getting really mad at me for talking about him so much. Stina and I have been really rocky for a while now because of Kenny, she has said so much about him and just made him seem terrible. It hurts me, Brit another friend who is Kennys friend too, told me today that I am too worried about seeing him.. I am never worried, I just hate not seeing him because its so hard to when im still not allowed. I am sacrificing so much to be with him. I am starting to lose friendships over this guy and I hate it. It seems so useless to me, but if I didnt have him I would be so upset.. I need all of them and its hard to adjust to not talking about him. Kenny Is an amazing guy and I really hope we can become a couple soon.. things are getting unsure for me, but its only because of what Brit tells me.. she used to like him a lot and I personally just think she is jealous becasue he didnt like her back and hearing about us is hard for her which I understand, but she keeps asking me about it..Im going to sum this all up and say he is amazing and I want him, I love him and I am not sure anymore if he wants me because of what people say. It is getting harder and harder to ignore it. I know, what I know about him, but people are starting to get to me.I really hope he wants me, I think we could be so happy
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